Showing posts with label emo. Show all posts
Showing posts with label emo. Show all posts

Sunday, 7 August 2011

The long rant on TigerBunny ep19. And, FUCK YOU MAVERICK.

Knew it all along, Maverick. You were a really suspicious bastard to begin with. You weren't suspicious at first but at some point of the show, I couldn't help but start suspecting you for everything. Maybe it started from that Christmas eve memory Bunny had. Or maybe it stemmed from the very moment they showed you take Bunny in after his house burned. Now that I think of it, even if you were a father figure to Bunny, you wouldn't have done what you made Bunny think you did on Christmas Eve.
I had thought 'What if Maverick's the real mastermind of everything?' as a joke at one time. Never expected it to be true. Didn't want to judge character by looks alone. I'm sorry, and I will sound as someone really dense by saying this but I really felt something was off with your design. You struck me as a god damned pimp at first. No apologies on that.


Seriously, Sunrise. You're trying to give everyone a kick in the balls, aren't you?

Kotetsu feels torn between going home and staying with Bunny. Plus, his powers are declining but he's already got over that.
Keith killed the woman he loves without realizing it and continues to wait for her in the park? Not to mention he actually felt proud about his victory. Are you going to hit Keith with another Heroid BSOD?
Ivan carries/carried the guilt of indirectly causing his best friend to be jailed?
I'm damn sure I missed out some things here and there concerning other heroes. And now, the ultimate blow. Bunny. His ENTIRE life. Mindfucked ever since he was 4. Watched his parents die right before him and raised by the man who killed his parents. Encouraged to become a hero to avenge the death of his parents. In addition, he now thinks Kotetsu, the person he looks up to a lot, doesn't trust him. Well done.

Stab the fuck out of Maverick already, please. Or, Lunatic, PLEASE, BURN THE FUCK OUT OF HIM. BURN THE BITCH, BURNNNNN IT! KILL IT WITH FIRE!! IF IT DOESN'T WORK, KILL IT WITH FIRE AGAINNNNNN!




Maverick, you bitch.

When Ouroboros first surfaced with Jake and Kriem, you made Bunny tell the world about the reason he become a Hero. You're a fucking great actor, aren't you? You sent Bunny on a wild goose chase for the past 20 years of his life, searching for something that has always, always been right under his nose. The killer who's been standing before him shamelessly all along under the pretense of a father figure. Also, Ouroboros had no direct impact on him in actuality. Thanks for fucking Bunny's life up. Seriously. Fuck you. He OBVIOUSLY had the chance to become something else, given his intelligence. But no. You HAD to fuck him up. You HAD to kill his parents and manipulate his memories. You MADE Bunny suffer for the past few episodes because your power was wearing off on him. You made him doubt people who were close to him and aside from them, there's no one he can ever turn to. Do you understand how much agony you've placed Bunny in just for your stupid personal gain?


Maverick, you fucking bitch.

Even if you teamed up with Ouroboros to create crime and make captures more interesting to increase both public acceptance of NEXT and your stupid program views. Yeah, maybe if you did't do all of that, life for the people in Sternbild would be much different. Karina, Ivan, Keith, Nathan, Kotetsu and Antonio would probably be suffering instead of basking in fame because of their abilities. BUT. It still does not justify the abuse of the technology, nano-metal, Bunny's parents came up with. It was made with good intentions but it eventually fell to the wrong hands. You probably actually wanted for it to be of benefit to NEXT's reputation but from how your actions are, it would appear that you solely wanted to increase the show's ratings more than anything else. You're just... despicable. Truly despicable. And now that Bunny's remembered everything, you're going to erase everything again and make him totally clueless on what has happened. It scares me to think how much of Bunny has become your damn doll. It scares me even more to even think of what you did to him just because you can conveniently change his memories. Stop screwing around with Bunny already. Just stop.


Ojisan Dilemma.

I can't really blame Kotetsu for anything at this point.  Everything's catching up to him. From responsibilities of a father to mentor of a junior. Bunny is clearly already clinging onto Kotetsu for support. Kaede, though she wouldn't admit it at first, is clearly hoping to be able to depend on her father. And now he's at conflict with not one, but BOTH parties. Bunny overhears Kotetsu's conversation on the phone and Kaede... is pissed Kotetsu didn't keep his promise. He can't just tell her the whole truth, can he? That he's a Hero and Barnaby's his partner and that very partner of his is going through a huge crisis. I won't be harsh and say Kotetsu brought everything upon himself although he actually somewhat did.


Bunny Crisis.

If Kotetsu probably knew that Bunny looked up to him THAT much to actually mention it in an interview, he may have tried to explain the situation of his declining power to Bunny rather than cooking up some bullshit story which cause the latter to think that Kotetsu STILL doesn't trust him. Circumstances make people react in weird ways. The whole situation could've been cleared if they all came clean with one another but no. The world doesn't work in such simple manners. Apologize to Bunny when you get the chance to, Kotetsu. More to like, before that, PLEASE SAVE BUNNY FROM THAT BASTARD! Bunny really doesn't deserve anymore of this mental anguish! Plus, he's your wife dammit.

But now that Kotetsu knows exactly how much Bunny values him, can he ultimately save Bunny from all that... mindfucking? Bunny clearly looked very touched when Kotetsu said he'll be with him until it's over. The knowledge that someone is going to be there for him has a high chance of saving him from completely crumbling. As long as he does not completely break, or even if he breaks, as long as someone's there to support him, he'll eventually gain back his ground. And probably gain enough balls to go against that dick of a dick of a dick of a fucked up pedophile bitch father figure called Maverick instead of breaking down and crying.

Bunny SOS!

Because it seriously hurts to see someone break down so badly, especially someone like Barnaby Brooks Jr. Wake up from your Heroic BSOD, you can do it. Go back to being that Ice Queen King you are. That's really who you are, not some crying child!

Sunday, 31 July 2011

Image Problem?

I scroll through my image folders and realize that out of 3000+ images, the ones I can actually use as wallpapers are only a handful. A few simple reasons to it.


  1. Wrong resolution
  2. White background
  3. PG-13 images
  4. PG-13 images in wrong resolution
  5. R-18 images
  6. R-18 in wrong resolution
  7. Wtf images
  8. Wtf PG-13 images
  9. Wtf PG-13 images in wrong resolution
  10. Wtf R-18 images
  11. Wtf R-18 in wrong resolution


Lesson: Always get images with large resolution.

And that I have a severe lack of R-18 images. I need more.

Don't get me wrong. I'm no pervert. I, uh, love, uh... the... the human anatomy and the mating process of men.

Monday, 14 March 2011

to Ragna

Happy birthday to you Ragna the Bloodedge. I'm so sorry. Even though it's your birthday I just can't... celebrate with all my heart..

Wednesday, 5 January 2011

SeaCats

It's kinda upsetting to see how a ikemen person like Kinzo went insane till the point of *bleep* his own *bleep* just because she looked like his *bleep*. Yes, dude looked good WHEN HE WAS YOUNGER.


There's not enough Ronove. Can I has more? I wont ask for Amakusa Juuza anymore if Ronove appears more :( 

Nice to see Ange being more involved now. Friggin witches.

Friday, 24 December 2010

Keisama Keisama D:

Keisuke... didn't need to die. Sure, the anime sucked. There's not enough character development to actually feel sad about his death but in the game. In. The. Game. That's where's Keisuke's "alive" and not "stale" like in the anime. All he wanted was simple. All he wanted to do for just that one person is simple. Yes, he's a bloody fool for being so loyal even when he harbors dangerous feelings. He's obsessed with him, who the hell can't tell? What he merely wanted to do was to protect and support him. Thank God the person he sacrificed so much for actually acknowledged him. Well, he's always knew Keisuke was like that to the point where he actually got annoyed that Keisuke had perhaps... No sense of self? Keisuke isn't some blindly devoted puppy and there's definitely something he saw in him that made Keisuke so darn loyal. Do not doubt the man. 

informalism.
WHAT THE FUCk!? FUCK YOU SHIKI! SERIOUSLY. FUCK YOU. AND FUCK YOU TOO NANO. IF YOU FUCKING KILLED SHIKI EARLIER THEN KEISUKE WOULDN'T HAVE TO FUCKING DIE. AND THEN WE COULD ALL HAVE A FUCKING KEIAKI ENDING WHERE THEY HAVE HAPPY SMEX EVERY SINGLE FUCKING DAY WHILE WORKING IN A FUCKING FACTORY. WHY CAN'T WE HAVE SWEET AWESOME STUFF, A-1? HUH!? WHY CAN'T WE?! YOU FUCKING MINDFUCKED/SCREWED US ALL WITH KUROSHITSUJI 2. OH WAIT. AT LEAST YOU GAVE FUCKING ROOM FOR ETERNAL SHOTA SEX FOR SEBASTIAN. NOT THAT BAD BUT STILL, FUCK YOU A-1.

You did not see anything beyond 
"Do no doubt the man".

Sunday, 28 March 2010

NEET status!

These few days has been rather tiring for me, I seriously wonder why. And to make things worse, I find it rather difficult to sleep. Hm, not good, not good at all.

Wednesday, 10 March 2010

to-morrow

SPM results are coming out tomorrow on the 11th of March 2010. As to whether I post about the entire process of receiving my results will depend on the outcome. I'm not expecting to do well at all because I lived more like a hikikomori rather than a student for the past few years.
I will fail expectations, that's for sure. I will not pass with flying colours, only two instead, which would be red and blue. Red for the fangs, blue for the gloom.
Will be going college/course hunting during EduFair this weekend. I hope to not meet anyone I know there. Really. If you see me, please run away. Wait, I doubt I've posted my actual photo here before so lol, unless I've personally given my blog link to you, you won't really know who I am either =\

Friday, 5 March 2010

shifting the mood

6 days more to Dooms Day. Toss the garland of freedom away, it's whithered by now. Nothing lasts forever.

Assuming I get kicked into college by my parents right after my results are out, I'll assure you that this blog will be as dead as the other blogs. Yes, I take blogs of other students that were from the same school as I to be dead. Updating your blog once every two weeks does not make your blog alive.

Safe to say:

Wednesday, 17 February 2010

Completely and Absolutely random

さ、さ、落ちてくれませんか?

The plunge. All great things come to an end. A chapter ends. And a new page flips open to resume the tale of idiocy committed by a single fool.

Saturday, 6 February 2010

Sunday, 17 January 2010

complex

I wonder if being stubborn is supposedly a good or bad thing... I mean, I'm being stubborn for ALL the wrong reasons and resisting good. I must've set my brain to function like a magnet in the opposite way it seems. I've been receiving advise after advise and I finally, finally realize that I've been only listening but not doing anything. What the hell is this? A new form of self satisfaction?! I'm willing to bet that those who have been advising me for a long time could have possibly given up hope, like a certain someone I will not mention here.

Monday, 14 December 2009

right~

I should really stop crying at every single Natsume Yuujinchou episode. Restarting my Basara anime marathon. -Damn! Did most generals look that hot back then? Or were they even that young and hot blooded? Man! I LOVE their designs!

Tuesday, 8 December 2009

end

This year, I've lost many things. But I've also gained some precious ones in return. But in the end, it's true that I've lost than I gained.

Wednesday, 9 September 2009

friendships just aren't eternal

With this being the 111st post on my blog, I will dedicate it to someone. You know who you are. If you don't want to read it, please, by all means, don't.


Friday, 10 July 2009

..............

Feeling it again... That dying desperate urge to run away from everything linked with guilt heavier than ever.

Eye Candy

There has been eye candy floating about... But I'm lazy to screen capture 99.9% of them so I just took random ones instead. Behold...


Affair. Has been founded out.

Tuesday, 7 July 2009

A little too late...

You know, I'll trade this pathetic life of mine for the late King of Pop if I could. I still feel deep sadness in my heart when I read articles concerning him. I just love his voice but I must admit I'm guilty of not being a huge fan. In fact, I poked loads of fun at him because of the explosive court cases. Stupidity of mine, someone should fucking shoot my brains out for this. I never ever bothered to see the type of man he really was instead of laughing at him. I guess I'm one of those idiots who only see the superficial side of him so awfully depicted by the media during his down time. His own mother stated something that seriously caused some awakening of sense in me.

Monday, 6 July 2009

Numb

Numb numb numb numb.

Smiling like a lifeless doll
I may seem but so,
one must think,
and figure,
that the doll
may never
ever move
again.

Sunday, 5 July 2009

Dinner!

Yesterday night on Saturday, I had dinner with a kangaroo, a swan and a human companion. No, I literally meant it. A Joey, Swen and human companion, Woon Soon. It seems like I've met him before on several occasions but I don't recall seeing him before.... I'm so sorry @___@

Hetalia!

To Alfred / America YOU MAKE ME WEEP FOR YOUR MARUKAITE CHIKYUU VERSION. (Konishi Katsuyuki-san, I'm so sorry for not supporting you this once T_T)