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今さらと思いますが。。。まあ、僕はずっとこなのことを考えてしました。今までのこと。。。夢だたのですか？それとも幻術？ああ。。まあいいんです。僕は始めからひとりだったんだ。おどろくものではないとおもう。僕はずっと夢の世界で暮らしていた。永遠の世界ではない。僕はいつも粉ことがしていたでも僕はまだ夢に追いかけて。


Solitude seems so darn sad in dating sim games as a bad ending route but in reality, it's refreshing. She lusts and hunger for those who don't exist. She demands everything she wants. She takes everything for granted, she sadly realized recently. She's neglected her brother's feelings and especially her mum. She tramples on the limits of her schoolmates. She unconsciously flirts around outside, acting cool and all but deep inside, she's nothing but a farce. She's hopelessly clinging on to a dying future, she knows it, but she won't let go. She thinks she's done crying and screaming but in truth, there's more to it. She lies and only lies. Backstabbing, oh she's familiar with it alright, she does it all the time. She plays with her new toys until she gets bored and then tosses them aside for new ones. She's always been like that. A spoilt brat who knows no limits. She's sensitive and cries over the tiniest remarks. She bitches about almost anyone. And then... She hides. She knows she's wrong. She belittles everyone around her. Just like any coward would do. She doesn't deserve to be loved, to be cared for and all. But she thinks she's the queen and demands for everything. A nuisance to society would never last long. She's whining again, right now, right here, in the very text you read this moment. Never ever come to her aid when she needs you the most because she lies.