Rant : 004

I would just like to stress the point that I'm feeling stressed.

Exams are on-going and well, I'm still being all laid back and stuff. Truth be told, I can't find any motivation to even do any revision. It's even worse when my passion to write has kicked itself back into me even after I had successfully kept it at bay for more than 6 months. It's the only ban I listened to but well, I broke it. I'm also not meant to be using my computer at all. But I can't resist it. You can say my will power sucks. Tomorrow's my Physics exam, followed by Modern Maths on the next. It includes the whole of Form 4 and a tiny segment of Form 5. And what have I been doing? I finished reading a short novel based off a BL manga even though the Physics revision book sat idly by my side, watching me, hoping that I will put that novel down and hold Physics instead! Gosh, I never listen to advices! And now troubles and problems are here at my doorstep, equipped with an envelope and lovely stamp to mail me off to Dumbass Land. Oh the horrors! The glorious result of procastination! Come forth and claim your victim who is still stubborn and unwilling to bend to the wishes of good.

Lolz, just a drawing I did for a junior which was eventually returned to me because of a HUGE bout of misunderstanding. I openly admit it as my fault we're no longer friends now. Pelt me with stones! I will stand and accept them. Most of a my mutual relations are well, broken because I constantly run away instead of coming down to the core of the problem. See, that's self-conflict. And I'm doing a pretty darn good job at making myself look like the victim to other people so I actually get their sympathy and for them to side me! Awesome! Just PURE awesome.

Nevertheless, good luck to all for your remaining exams. Please do your best.