admit it

How long have I since last cried my eyes out? Nothing seems to stop. I'm uncared for, I'm sure it's true now. The perfect piece of evidence lies deeply in my mind, like a knife slowly tearing me apart. I often thought about it before. I didn't want to believe it. I never did. But in the end, it all sums up to my non-existence to everyone. I may very well be standing there but it's just like... You can't see me. You can't hear me. And even if I spoke, I'll bring forth an air of dread. I must apologize. I'm not feminine. I'm not playful. I can't joke about. My sense of humor sucks. Anymore to add into the list? Oh, yeah. I'm sorry I'm not the pretty face in the crowd. I have the dressing sense of a wacko so stay away from me too! Ignore me! Yes, that's the perfect route everyone will and must take in life. I no longer bother to reach out. I realized I was alone then.

Rant 013

"Jesus Christ, just kill Zero already!!" is what I'm dying to say.

-Wait, I already said it -_-

Gosh, Reborn raws ARE So FREAKIN DIFFICULT TO READ!! Someone hand me the actual book (Shounen JUMP I'm guessing?) Please -.-

Yamamoto in a suit looks good, lol, and Squallo popping out of NOWHERE is kinda cute and amusing LOL. As comments have said beforehand (which prompted me to read the RAW), it's true. Gokudera and Yamamoto look hot / cool / insert-word-here on their bikes. Superbly natural. Especially on Gokudera's part. Now, does anyone ever notice how well Gokudera fits into everything? He looks natural smoking, throwing dynamites around, bandages all around him, nurse uniform, cat ears and tai- Oops. Excuse my blunder.

Kinda happy to see Dino around now. His current relations with Hibari well.... "Just hand me the doujins. It's good explaination on it's own." *cough cough cough canon pairing cough cough cough*

Giannini has a super shiny forehead o_o (Sorry if I got his name wrong. Was kinda lazy to read the katakana for it) I'm still upset and unsatisfied over Collonello's death. **** you, Viper. Seriously, Collonello died for you and you just, well, suicide!? *******************!!! You broke Lal Mirch's heart along with millions of fangirls, you bastard.

Tsuna looks like a little underaged kid on the bike, which he actually is and protested about the idea initally XD Tsuna... I'm guessing you kinda.. fail on a bike now... Let's see how you fare in the "X-Burner" mode or maybe even, 10 years later? I'm betting on ten years later though. Speaking of ten years later, Dino's hair looks funny but well, Dino is Dino. The character who only appeared in one opening before but has managed to garner hearts. Just gotta love that klutz. Come over with that white horse soon!

I'm kinda missing Mukurou. Why did he have to die too? Wasn't killing off all the Arcobaleno (dear anti-tank wielding "baby" Collonello especially..) and Yamamoto's dad enough? Or perhaps fans wanted a temporary emo Yamamoto but nope, I can't picture him moping about. It's like imagining Ryouhei not saying "EXTREME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (KYOKUGENNNNNNNNNNN!!!)" for once. Even after 10 years... Well, some people just don't change. And that's the fun part about KHR.

*On a side note, Spanner looks kinda cool in the 6th opening though it might actually be quite stressful for him... But well, epic remains epic. Now hand me my doujins and I shall promise my temporary fangirl retreat.

....

"TAKE IT TO THE EXTREME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

Rant of rants

post. Normal!Katsuya HAS GOT MY LOVE FOR KICHIKU MEGANE RILED UP AGAIN!!!!!! NYAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA -retardism pauses.

Rant 012 -xxx-xxxx

A Kleptomaniac Villain! Sword Play under the Twin Dragon Moonlight!
Lol, was reading through GG's site. Lol at the feud between Desire and GG. Came across the art of Masamune and Kojuurou there =X

Rant 011

WHAT THE FUCK ALL THE GENERALS ARE DYING?! WHAT THE FUCK!? ALL IN ONE EPISODE!? WHAT THE FUCK!? ZOMFG!! NO WAY!! please don't kill the Date Clan or the Takeda Clan!! why must Kenshin die!? JUST WHY!?!?!? Akechi Mitsuhide, Nouhime, Ranmaru, rot in hell please ! ZOMFG ZOMFG!! Just when I thought Shingen was beng nice to Yukimura, patting him on the head!! THAT WAS SWEET. BUT THEN WHY THE TURN OF EVENTS!? (and what the fuck, Zabi was there too O_O)

Rant ???

I confess to predicting my failure in Add Maths, Physics, Chemistry, History and lastly, life. I pretty much fail in being everything everyone expects me to be. I hang my head in shame as I continue to confess that I have chemistry tomorrow but nothing's in my head. I can't even write a proper chemical equation! I can't even calculate the moles for God's sake.

Rant 009

Couldn't resist urge to post.

Call me slowpoke but at least I checked back once in a gazzilion years.

Rant 008

And so, I went for a karaoke session.

PS 1 : I never knew I loved to scream on the microphone
PS 2: Joey, never let me touch the remote or you'll get spammed by BSB <3>

The Basara Rant.

Rant 007?

I know I sound pathetic but well, I downloaded almost all the JAP torrents out there because I read that there were two discs. The first disc of the JAP album consists of the songs JAP and Valkyrie. The second disc is what I wanted more because I already heard the full version of JAP some time ago. Epic, I tell you. Put it with the BASARA video and *fangirl moment* EPIC EPIC EPIC EPIC EPIC EPIC WIN!!!! Maybe I was just happy to find several scenes I've never found before because I phail in fighting games and well, don't even own a game console =(

Rant 006

To Hell with all of you who denies Masamune as Kojuurou's uke! Dammit, uke-ness is OVERFLOWING from him (only towards Kojuurou)

*cough cough cough*

Rant 005

I flunked my Physics.

I flunked my Physics.
I flunked my Physics.
I flunked my Physics.
I flunked my Physics.
I FUCKING FLUNKED MY PHYSICS!

Date Masamune, Katakura Kojuurou, PLEASE be my BL morphine NOW!
GOD SOMEONE JUST STAB ME WITH AN INVISIBLE MENTAL NAI-FU RIGHT NAO! OH GOD!!!!! WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF

Completely and Surely a No-Win Entry

If I were a …Phantom’s Son



Ear piercing screams. That is what I hear everyday. It is just like a polite way of saying “Hello!” to me at every meeting. I wave in return, for I am a genteel man. However, they never bothered to wait for my response. I find it extraordinarily amusing. Everyone is so lively! From the maids to the chefs, the old caretaker, dancers and all- They’re extraordinarily energetic at any time of the day! Hold on, my dear friend. We have not acquainted ourselves yet.

Rant : 004

I would just like to stress the point that I'm feeling stressed.

America. Alfred F. Jones

First off,
"Who is Alfred F. Jones?"



"The cowboy trying to look sexy above."

*Correct.*



What are his hobbies?
*Watch and learn.*

Date Masamune

I will break my silence for now. For a tiny moment.

ARE YOU READY GUYS?!
PUT THE GUNZ ON!
Okay! Hade ni tanoshimeyo!
PARTY NO HAJIMARI DA!!

HERE WE GO!

Rant 003

The world's most influential person is now the creator of 4chan. Now,

Who says 4chan is a bad site? =D

Kaito Kaito ni shiteageru~

Lolz my Kaito Nendroid. Bought him few months ago from The Figuremall at the cost of RM138 if memory does not fail me. It was delivered by Mr Kevin of the mentioned site. Dear Kaito was collected one day after he arrived along with some T-Shirts from Neko Tales. One was an extremely adorable brown Domo-kun shirt and the other a black... "I love yaoi" in Japanese wording  私♥ヤオイ! Unfortunately I can't camwhore the T-shirts T_T

Rant 002

Lately, I've come to understand that I'm a person not really liked by others. No, I'm not being emo or anything. Events have came and went in a single blink of an eye. Today, no, maybe even from a long time ago, I lost a friend. It wasn't the first time it happened. It definitely won't be the last either even if I decide to bury the hatchet with her. An incident similar to this happened two years ago. And inevitably, it happens again.